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@ Monday, June 8, 2009 ●

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MANTELET
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http://www.marquise.de/en/1700/howto/frauen/18mantelet.shtml
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● vocaloid @ ●


the grave of the scarlet dragon

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● order made/tailor made by RADWIMPS @ Friday, May 29, 2009 ●


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nc28matYxac



Kitto boku wa tazuneraretan darou
i think i must have been asked this once

umareru mae dokoka no dareka ni
before i was born, by someone, somewhere

mirai to kako dochira ka hitotsu wo
choose one: the past or the future

mireru you ni shite ageru karasa
and i will allow you to see it

dochi ga ii?
which will it be?

dochi ga ii?
which will it be?

soshite boku wa kako wo erandan dayo
so i chose the past

tsuyoi hito yori, yasashii hito ni nareru you ni, naremasu you ni to
So that, rather than just strong, I could become kind

omoi de tte nandaka wakaru you ni
so that i could understand what memories are

tsudukete dareka san wa boku ni iu
so as i was saying, someone said to me

ude mo, aishi mo, kuchi mo, mimi mo, me mo, shinzou mo, oppai mo, hana no ana mo futatsudutsu tsukete ageru kara ne
i will leave you two arms, two legs, two mouths, two ears, two eyes, two hearts, two chests and two nostrils

ii desho?
isnt that great?

ii desho?
isnt that great?

dakedo boku wa onegai shitanda yo
but i made a request

kuchi wa hitotsu dake de iindesu to
one mouth alone is enough

boku ga hitori de kenkashinai you ni
so i wouldnt argue with myself

hitori to dake kisu ga dekiru you ni
so i could only kiss one person

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i want to forget it all but somehow, i can't

konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai?
what do you call this kind of feeling?

sokoshi fukigen na kao no sono hito wa mata shikata naku hanashi hajimeta
looking a little disappointed, the person continued with his explanation

ichiban daiji na shinzou wa sa
the hearts are the most important

ryoumune ni tsukete ageru kara ne
so i'll put one behind each of your breast

ii desho?
isnt that great?

mata mata boku wa onegaishitanda
and again, i made another request

osore irimasu ga kono boku ni wa migigawa no shinzou wa iri masen
i'm awfully sorry, i dont want to have a heart on my right side of my chest

wagamama bakari itte sumimasen
sorry for troubling you like this

boku ni taisetsu na hito ga dekite
its so that when i find that one special person

sotto dakishimeru toki hajimete
and hold her close to me for the first time

futatsu no kodou ga chanto mune no ryougawa de naru no gawa karu you ni
only then will i finally be able to feel two hearts beating, one on each side

hidari wa boku no de migi no wa kimi no
left is mine, right is yours

hidari wa kimi no de migi wa boku no
left is yours, right is mine

hitori ja doko ka kaketeru you ni
so that alone, i'll always be lacking something

hitori de nado ikiteikanai you ni
so i can't learn to live alone

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i want to forget it all but somehow i can;t

konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai?
what do you call this kind of feeling?

mune ga sawagashii, demo natsukashii
my chest is pounding, but it somehow seems familiar

konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai?
what do you call this kind of feeling?

souieba saigo ni mou hitotsu dake
speaking of which, one more thing

namida no opushon wo tsukeyou ka?
would you like us to add in tears as well?

nakutemo zen zen shishou wa naikedo
you'd have no problems without them

ryoutou dakaratte tsukenai hito mo iru yo
but some people find them annoying, so they opt out

dousuru?
what would you like?

dousuru?
what would you like?

soshite boku wa onegai shitandayo
in the end, i asked him to add them in

tsuyoi hito yori, yasashii hito ni nareru you ni, naremasu you ni to
so i could be a caring person instead of a just being a strong one

taisetsu tte nandaka wakaru you ni
so i could learn to cherish

jaa chinami ni namida no ajidake doomo
so, while we're at it, choose a flavour for the tears

kimi no suki na aji wo erandeyo
with the flavour you like the most

suppaku shitari shopoakushitari
we have sour, salty,

karaku shitari amaku shitari
spicy and sweet

doredemo suki nano wo erande yo
choose the one you like the most

dore ga ii?
which will you have?

dore ga ii?
which will you have?

nozomi doori subete ga kanaerareteiru desho?
everything was put together just as requested

dakara namida ni kureru
so wipe away those tears

sono kao chanto misete yo
and let me see your face

saa hokorashige ni misete yo
come on, show it to me with pride

hontou ni arigatou gozaimashita
thank you so much for everything

iro iro otekazu wo kakemashita
i made everything so hard

saigo ni hitotsu dake ii desuka?
but could i just ask one last thing?

"Doukadeo ai shita koto arimasuka?"
have we met somewhere before?

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● 七ノ歌 english translation + romanji @ Thursday, May 28, 2009 ●

七ノ歌
nana no uta
Seven's Song

Say i wanna be with you
i just wanna be with you
yes, i wanna be with you
until i die

Talking to my favorite songs and I'm about to fly
I wish that I'd be there next to closest by your side
‘So am I’. Well, who am I?

so du du du du du

Reality knocks on my door and I'm about to cry
I tried to shut down the world but it's time to say good-bye
You and I, will live and die, well so what

Cuz I wanna be with you
Cuz I wanna be with you
Cuz I wanna be with you
Until I die

別にこれと言っていい顔だなんて 思ったことはないんだけど
betsu ni kore to itte ii kao da nante omotta koto wa nai'nda kedo
Though I've never thought my face was really one to say something like that about,

誓ってそれはないけど まぁ一度くらいなら あるかもしれないけれど
chikatte sore wa nai kedo maa ichido kurai nara aru kamoshirenai keredo
Though I haven't pledged anything, well, though I might have once,

ただそんなことはどうでもよくて お前がこの顔好きだって
tada sonna koto wa dou demo yokute omae ga kono kao suki datte
None of that matters, because you said you liked this face of mine.

言ってくれるから 褒めてくれるから そこんとこはオトンとオカンに
itte kureru kara homete kureru kara sokontoko wa oton to okan ni
You say that for me, you compliment me, so for that part of me, I'm thankful

感謝です ほんと感謝です この俺の好きな人の好みに俺を
kansha desu honto kanda desu kono ore no suki na hito no konomi ni ore o
To my mom and dad. I'm truly thankful. They're geniuses for creating me like this,

作った二人は天才です どうやったらんなことできるんですか?
tsukatta futari wa tensai desu dou yattaranna koto dekiru'ndesu ka?
To match the preferences of the person I love. How can I do something like that?

「まぐれです」 なんて言われちゃったなら それまでだけどもコツがもし
"magure desu" nante iwarechatta nara sore made dakedomo kotsu kamo shi
Even if I'm told it's just a fluke, there might still be a knack to it.

あればこっそり教えてほしい いつか俺にも使わせてほしい
areba kossori oshiete hoshii itsuka ore ni mo tsukawasete hoshii
If there is, I want someone to secretly tell me, I want them to let me use it one day.

俺の子供もそうあってほしい
ore no kodomo mo sou atte hoshii
I want my children to match with someone also

Cuz I wanna be with you
Cuz I wanna be with you
Cuz I wanna be with you
Until I die
Yes i wanna be with you
say i wanna be with you
i just wanna be with you
until i die

俺は0でも1でも2でも3でも4でも5でも6でもない
ore wa zero demo ichi demo ni demo san demo yon demo go demo roku demo nai
i'm not a 0,1,2,3,4,5 or 6

だから ほんとはお前といるのは8でも9でも10でもない
dakara honto wa omae to iru no wa hachi demo kyuu demo juu demo nai
So the truth is being with you is not an 8, 9, or 10.

話なんだけど分かっているけど こうなったらもう仕方がない
hanashi nanadakedo wakatteiru kedo kou nattara mou shikata ga nai
i understand the point, but i can't help it, i've become like this.

勿体ないとは言わせない まぁ言われたところで気にしない
mottainai to wa iwasenai maa iwareta tokoro de ki ni shinai
i won't allow people to tell me it's a waste, well at least if im told that, i won't worry about it

何されたって 言われたって どんな眼にさらされたって
nani saretatte iwarettate donna me ni sarasaretatte
Whatever's done to me, said to me, whatever eyes i'm exposed to,

明日、明後日、明々後日で俺の人生終わりだって
ashita, asatte, shiassatte de ore no jinsei owari datte
Even if I'm told that my life will end tomorrow, the day after, the day after that,

言われたって いいんだって
iwaretatte iindatte
it's all fine

だって地球で一番大切な人の地球で
datte chikyuu de ichiban taisetsu na hito no chikyuu de
Because on this earth, this earth of my most important person,

一番大切な人になれた俺は地球で一番...
ichiban taisetsu na hito ni nareta ore wa chikyuu de ichiban...
this earth where i was able to become a most important person is the best

この先は言わなくたっていいんだ 俺が思ってるだけでいいんだ
kono saki wa iwanakutatte ii'nda ore ga omotteru dake de ii'nda
there's no need to speak of what's to come, i'm fine just thinking about it.

誰かと張り合うつもりもないし だけど負ける気もさらさらない
dareka to hariau tsumori wa nai shi dakedo makeru ki mo sarasara nai
because i don't plan to compete with someone, but i dont feel at all like i'll lose

から言っちゃおう やっぱ言っちゃおう でもどうしよう やっぱやめとこう
kara icchaou yappa icchaou demo doushiyou yappa yametokou
so should i say it, i'll say it after all, but what to do? i wont after all

そもそも勝ち負けではないし 判定の仕方も分からないし
somo somo kachimake dewa nai shi hantei no shikata mo wakaranai shi
because there was no win or lose in the first place, and i dont know how to judge it.

ところで話は戻るけど 6でもないとか言ってたけども
tokoro de hanashi wa modoru kedo roku demo nai toka itteta kedomo
by the way, back to the earlier topic, even though i said not a 6 or whatever,

ならばあなたは何なのよ って残すはもうあと一個でしょ
naraba anata wa nan na no yo tte nokosu wa mou ato ikko desho
there's only one more to answer "then what exactly are you?"

言わずもがなと思うけども もちろんそれは7ですよ
iwazu mo ga na to omou kedo mo mochiron sore wa nana desu yo
i think there's no need to say it, because of course, the answer's a 7

ご存知の通りこの僕の 頭にはラッキーがついてるの
gozonji no toori kono boku no atama ni wa rakkii ga tsuiteru no
because as you know, there's luck on this head of mine.

Cuz I wanna be with you
Cuz I wanna be with you
Cuz I wanna be with you
Until I die
Say i wanna be with you
i just wanna be with you
yes i wanna be with you
until i die

say i wanna be with you
i just wanna be with you
say i wanna be with you
until i die
until i die

cause i wanna be with you
say i wanna be with you
i just wanna be with you
until i die
say i wanna be with you
say i wanna be with you
cause i wanna be with you whoa
until i die i die i dieee

say i wanna be with you
say i wanna be with you
i just wanna be with you
until i die
say i wanna be with you
i just wanna be with you
cause i wanna be with you
until i die
with you

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● my birthday @ ●

my birthday's just round the corner- okay its not exactly round the corner, but still.... its close!
6 june, yup yup, thats my birthday. i expect lots of texts sent on wrong day wishing me happy birthday (like last year. i got texts on 2nd june and other random days)

i'm hoping i'll just get cash for my presents (from my family) this year. it's not like they can read my mind or anything.
but if you REALLY must know (okay this is more for my benefit but WHATEVER besides its not like anyone is reading my blog), i'd like:
the 9pc vegan brush set http://magicaltannsu-instocks.blogspot.com/2009/05/9pc-vegan-seduction-brush-set.html

the concealer palette cause i just want it. http://magicaltannsu-instocks.blogspot.com/2009/04/camouflage-cream-palette.html

the cherry blossom showergel and body butter from thebodyshop. it smells great.

skinny bootcut jeans, preferably in a slight acid washed colour

money.

some nyx products i guess. i'd love to own every single round lipstick and megashine lip gloss they have, plus all the concealer in a jar too. its for the sake of owning things. i'm such a b***h. (im getting a beige though, but i want more than just ONE. im like, NC23? im more of a neutral actually. my veins look greenish AND blueish.)and their blushes! and eyeshadows! and jumbo pencils!

more money so i can quickly get my rin costume, wig and all. the version im cosing is the gothic one, its one post down. or two.

shoes. boots. wedges. all that.

benefit's hello flawless!

revlon colourstay with softplex, both the normal/dry and combination/oily skin one.

wayyyyy more clothes. i love long sleeved shirts, racer backs, kind-of-figure-hugging stuff, cargo pants, punkish/gothicish skirts (though i've never tried one), thigh high socks, beanies, french hats, fedoras, clothes that have great quotes (such as this one i have that's a gift from my japanese friends. it says, "die a lonely death, all alone in the world." its emo, i know, but i like it.)

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i cant think of much now, just chat me or something.

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● reborn @ ●

i changed some stuff. i wanted to change the whole skin but got lazy. sorry.

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● rin @ Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ●


vocaloid twins

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● DETROIT METAL CITY @ Sunday, April 12, 2009 ●

cause i'm stupidly not 16, i had to watch it online.

link!:

http://www.video4asian.com/japanese-movie/detroit-metal-city.html?episode=1&vid=K4825UG6&part=1

NOW THAT I HAVE GIVEN YOU THE LINK
IF YOU DONT WATCHING
I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU
my sweet baby~

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● my pic of my mermaid sketch @ Thursday, March 26, 2009 ●






as the title says....
ignore the fact my phone camera sucks once again.

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● singapore fact @ Sunday, March 1, 2009 ●

NOTE: this is just a joke, and i didn't create it because i dont have the brains to.

In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings ( HDB ) and most people have already got used to Paying And Paying ( PAP ).

Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt ( PUB ). If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig ( PWD ) and get more from you.

So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment ( MOE )? With the current Mad Accounting System ( MAS ), you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead ( PSA ), which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks ( POSB ). And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always ( LTA) system.

When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital ( MOH ), you might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral ( CPF ) fund. If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart( NUH ) to treat you, and you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH ).

To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway ( COE ). If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices ( ERP ) on the roads.

If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train ( MRT ), or get squashed in a bus Side By Side ( SBS ).

Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax, not even the good old place we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually ( SENTOSA )!!!

wasuretai, demo wasurenai

@ Sunday, September 14, 2008 ●


CREDIT: SAUSAGE69 in DEVIANART
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME PHOTOSHOP IT
ZERARTUL in SGCAFE for TAKING PHOTO!
i haven't posted in AGES.
update #1: cosplayed in AUTUM MATSURI@VIVOCITY, DAY 2 2008 [FIRST COSPLAY!]

also, i so want [makeup] from:
FACESHOP
- LOOSE POWDER! the luminous loose powder (lavender)
SKINFOOD
-rice bran concealer
-felttipped eyeliner
COASTAL SCENTS
-88 palette eyeshadow!

other stuff i want(makeup, but i haven't got a clue what brand to choose from. OBVIOUSLY NO MONEY THOUGH):
new powder foundation. mine isn't really my colour! its like, a tone lighter? damn it.
primer
evian setting spray (its expensive for water :X)
liquid foundation
stick foundation
cream foundation
lots of lip glosses~ i want a whole range of colours!
BRUSHES! powder brush, blush brush, concealer brush!
click pen(or brush on) concealer
a PALETTE CONCEALER OMG <3 with green, lavender, salmon, and the other one which i haven't got a clue whats it called. you put that colour on first before the salmon one <3
more eyeshadow <3 i want those from anna sui, shiseido, shu uemura, bobbi brown, M.A.C~
OMG MASCARA. I WANT A LOT OF MASCARA. like from maybelline? <3

yes i will type more when it comes to me. >_>

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